Well a big woops on my part for a week-long unintentional break. I can honestly say that the break was somewhat needed though and that unfortunately life has been filled to the brim with things that either I shouldn’t blog about or am unsure of blogging about.
These past few weeks have just been tough.
Not to delve into too much unnecessary detail but…you know when you have those seasons in life where you feel that one area of your life is completely out of control but the others are somewhat tolerable (praise God!)? Yeah… that has not been the case over here lately and I have been feeling like every aspect of my life is completely out of control and somewhat of a downer in some regards. I have had a lot on my very tiny little plate and I didn’t feel it at first but boy am I now. Work, family, friends, home, pregnancy…life. everything. Sometimes it gets to be a little much and these are the times I wish I could invest some time on a private island far, far away and just to refocus and figure out what my priorities actually are instead of getting caught up in every little thing.
I realize that some of my overwhelmed feelings are stemming from the overly abundant and ever so present hormones running rampant in my 33 week pregnant body and that some of these emotions and stresses will hopefully calm down in the next few months. Aside from that, I just feel done in a lot of ways and that the amount of things I am having to deal with simultaneously is almost too much.
What did Mother Teresa say? “I know God won’t give me anything I can’t handle. I just wish he didn’t trust me so much.”